WOW.

Til i can't even see you.

Hi babes, oh my goshness.

its been forever since i have blogged but i have great excuses.

1-im sick out of the ass for the last couple of days.

2-been caught up on my social life lately.

3-my laptop got fried again cus i spilled alcohol on it. whoospy me, im so clumsy right?

well my mom said that she will fix it againnnn as a birthday present. i feel so grateful.

my life has been turning around

'school is decent.

but im already sucking ass in one of my classes.

who gets an average of 10 in chemistry?

sad right?i know.

i honestly dont care but whatever.

theres this one guy ive been talking to lately, and we nonstop tlk and we both like each other and i really do see something in him.

my sister literally got me sick on purpose which im bummed out.

my tonsils hurt like there is no tomorro. at least i dont have school until friday so i can get better.

uhm, for the first time of my life, i tried coldstones ice cream. it is delish i tell ya, so many things to choose from in that place ! ahh %$%^&*

well my stomach has been hurting all day and my breathing has been hard to deal with. not because i have another nose congestion but my chest actually hurts when i breathe. :/ so there's that but anyway im sick and uber tired, so im going to bed. ill try to be on more often with my aunts laptop. well toot a loo<3>

FLU FREE & update.

Alright, here's the deal.

I'm flu free babes. Yup, it's true.

Thank heavens : )

Now, the next thing I have to look out for is my period.

To the girls, we all know how it hits us.

To the boys, suck it up, we watch you jerk your shafts until you splerge semen all over the place.

So anyways, yeah I'm going to end up getting it soon, as mature I'm being.

Might as well call it my menstration. I don't here that word very often. It's period this, period that.

Sigh.

Anyways, I'm getting it soon and it's going to suck as always because of my stupid menstrual disorder.. Dymennoreah.

It can lead to..

-Endometriosis

which can lead to..

-Ovarian Cancer (let's hope it doesn't get that far as I mature and grow up in my near future.)

I just don't have the balls to go to a GYN clinic.

I don't want anyone putting tools in my Verizon Mobile<--(Vagina)

I don't know what to be for Halloween.

I was thinking about being:

[ ] Lady Gaga

[ ] Bunny

[ ] Barbie

My friend Samuel told me to be a Lady Gaga Bunny. I told him to stop being stupid. lol.

Any suggestions? I'd gladly take them.

I want to go trick or treating with a shitload of heads this year. I KNOW I say that every year.

But I actually want to make it happen this year. I want to have fun. LOTS OF FUN FUN FUN.

You guys, I have man issues. Like one minute I have feelings for an ex.

Another minute I'd fall for a new man in my life.

Another minute I have to deal with clingy & desperate men. Ugh.

Another minute I go back to people who take me as a rebound--and the sad part? I let them.

Eh, FuckMyLife.

A friend of mine, his name is Alex. He seems like a charming man. I met him not too long ago.

We talk constantly. He invited me to go to this game at his school. A football game in Carteret. He's a junior. And he kept asking me, and insisting for me to go.

Is he asking me out? Not like boyfriend status, but like a date? I don't know. I doubt it, but he's

cool b e a n s.

As I mentioned earlier in previous blogs, I'm dying my hair and getting contacts.

So,

blue eyed brunette, here I come.

Well my to do list for the meantime:

Spread my birthday wishlist[clothes & non clothes lists]

Dye my hair

Buy my contacts

Figure out my Halloween Costume.

I must go. And bid thee farewell.

Kisses to all.

xoxo

Sue-ki

Ok, so I have the flu.

Hey there.

I haven't updated in a bit, but I'm trying to pull through.

I just got off my asthsma nebulizer. My hands are sha-sha-shaking! They always do when I'm on that stupid machine. That's one of the side effects that discomfort me. Well.

As my title line says, I have the flu and a sinus infection too. OMG.

I haven't been in school since Thursday. It's technically sunday now, and I doubt I'm going on monday either. I mean, I can't be in school with the flu. Sheesh. Anyways, I barelu can breathe.

And my dog threw the worst farts ever today. Oh em gee. I wish I was in school already.

I feel like doo doo. I spent time with my best friend over the weekend. we went to the mall and it was really nice to bond with her after a long time. I honestly can say I had fun.

At zumies there was this one guy that looked exactly like seth and it just drove me freakin insane.

I can't wait til my birthday. At the beginning of october, im thinking about dying my hair again.

I know, I'm crazy. But I miss being a full brunette, so I'm dying it like a chocolate black brown color by the beginning of october. Also, I'm getting contacts. Blue eyed brunette? Has a ring to it, well I saw hancock today for the first time ever and i think it was a really good movie.

There's this movie or whatever called paranormal acitivity? very peculiar.

well my hands keep shaking, so i'm going to go take care of that. Hopefully I get better soon.

Kisses to all <3

sueki.

2 times in a week

I'm home sick again. First it was Monday, and now today. Like what's wrong with me. I'm on my way to the doctors to find out. I feel like I have a small flu, perhaps a cold, but who am I kiddin, I aint no doctor to know for sure. But my symptoms are just unbearable and it seems like more come in like:

veryyy stuffy nose.
hard to breathe
cough
small headache
tiredness.
lack of hunger.
diarreah?

yeah I know..

it sounds like aflu but i need to find out. I realized I havent been making youtube videos. School takes up most part of my time and when Im home i dont have time to do anythinggg. So this weekend is coming up and hopefully ill be better then to makeup some tutorials. well im off to the doctors.

Get well me. : )
Kisses to all.
xoxo

My bday wishlist : )

Birthday november 16


Assassin's Creed 2

Call of Duty Modern Warfare2

Pink Xbox controller.

New headset for xbox

Left4Dead2

HelloKitty necklace

Hellokitty ring

Update"1st week of school

School's actually good. people noticed how much I changed over the summer. And I'm getting positive feeds on how I dress and just how I look overall. It's a real boost of confidence. I almost did get in a fight though in 5th period lunch. ALREADY, I KNOW. Over a seat, so I told the girl to eat it if she was so desperate for it and I left. Anyways, my school had a football game at 7 and we did incredible. 38-0. Go panthers. My ex told me to go because he was playing and so I went. Put a #12 on my face. I left at halftime. Personal complications. But, I think everything is going to get better.

I know I haven't been updating alot, but I am crammed this weekend with so many things to do especially alot of reading and schoolwork. I think I'm getting sick. probably explains why I mean, I was in the rain for more den 2 hours. I was really upset yestrurday, but I'm not going to get into all of that. Well anyways Ill try to post some new vids up as soon as I can. Well I';; catch you guys later. Kisses to all. <3


p.s God bless America
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MORE EXTENSIONS

Alright well yesturday, I bought extensions. They are beautiful and brown with highlights. I am so happy, I had them on when I went to the mall and I looked amazing with the,. I'm trying to build confidence wearing them around in public. I mean, i am so used to short hair so I feel naked when I take the extnsions off. School's in 3 days.
I'm going to be super busy this weekend before school starts on tuesday.
friday I went shopping, then today i went shopping again. Tomorro I'm going to a bbq/pool paarty, and then a football game. monday, I'm going tanningg, and then tuesday is school. The side of myy shin is very pulled, I don't know why. But It hurts alot. I'm scared if I keep stretching it, I'll get a charlie horse.
Well anyways,I feel good.
I can'twait for soccer season soon.

Oh, few random point outers.
strawberry milk by nyx is a lipstick I have fell in love with.
I'm running out of my mac creme de nude lipstick so I found that one and am in love.
nyx eye pencils, i have one in milk, black, and silver.
I LOVE THEM.,
ive been takign biotin for about 3 weeks and noticed my nails have been getting really strong, there growing faster too.

idk if i have mentioned this but my older sister is pregnant, my dad isnt too too happy. my mom is really excited so life is good. well sometimes. i dont know. ive been feeling like shit lately.

if your looking for a good flat iron, i recommend kiyoseki withthe chi infusion serum, or a pro nano babyliss straigthener along with the chi infusion. trust me, even by wetting your hair after awhile, youre hair starts taking the straightness that you won't be able to curl your natural hair (if it's curly). Crazy right? I know.

I posted 3 videos today on youtube. check em out.
youtube.com/zomgWATAbarbie

kisses to all.<3

xoxo suki