Thy body by Sue-sana Cruz (:

Thy body I've escaped from you
To wander by soul, determined for who.
Body is cold, yet I am alive.
Unappreciated, soul shall not cry.

Compared before, thy world alone.
My mind misused on what cannot be shown
Considered to use thy past, I'm gone.
Nothing can last until eternity will come.

Hold thy hand, feel thy warmth,
Feel thy heart for which is torn.
Soul to soul, hear thy tune,
You're gone now, I'll be there soon.

Light as a chime,
Thy hands --- move slowly,
And when it is time
My soul shall be gone for thee.

IM BACK, or so i say!

It has been forever. So much has changed. So much has happened. Before I begin, let me add in a few events that had occurred:

-I've noticed my hair is growing a little.
-I am single again (since March)
-I'm still white looking
-still have my goals for this summer
-my sister's baby is due in like 3 days! ALEXIS ARIANNA DELGADO!
-My father recently experienced a blood clot. He's okay now.
-I go to church weekly.
-I still use extensions.
-I do not work out anymore but I have recently been so motivated to lose inches off my waist.
-Breasts = causing back pains/problems
-I tried contacting microchip company to retrieve knuckles=fail. ): I'm still trying my best.


Things to do before the junior year begins...
-bleach teeth
-more extensions??
-highlights
-TAN TAN TAN
-lose weight


Now, so I have spoken and told you all of the things that have been happening this year. I am doing so much better in school and I know I haven't been on this in a hot minute but then again I'm trying to manage both my school life, family life, and social life together all at once. I love blogging. I do. I'm going to try to find more time to update as much as I can. Well I'm in class now, (digital photography). It can be use and a great advantage to use the advantage of these beautiful apple computers. well toodles! kisses to all(:

Updated to do list for 2010;; resolutions?

Happy new year everyone viewing!

I have't been on, I'll try to be major busy with school, family, social life(especially my boyfriend) SO yes.. my boyfriend (Jacob) and I, are in fact still together.

Anyways.

New years resolutions:

-Lose weight? Maybe, tone body(stomach)
-Nicer butt.
-Better grades in school.
-Better eating habits.
-Get closer to the family.
-Have a little faith.

Notes: I am on a diet, and I am working out daily. It's the 3rd day and I haven't seen much difference [obviously]. I'll give it a couple of more weeks before I can actually see some viewable results. I'll take pictures. AnYWAYS.
I'm doing my homework now, not slacking in school, trying to get out of trouble..etc.
My grades boosted fast. I'm not failing 3 classes anymore. I might be failing 2 now. (: better than 3. ahaha, and hopefully, at this rate before the end of the marking period, i wanna be able to at least be able to push up through the 2 failing classes(math and chem) and try to pass both classes with at least a D! anywayss..id like to get much closer with my family. my father is sick. id like to take advantage of the family being together period. who wouldn't want that? now to my to do list.

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TO DO LIST..

-[ ]Tan TAN Tan
-[ ]bleaching [dientes, soe-bock-coes, beeline]
-[x]contacts
-[ ]extensions
-[ ]max growth
-[ ]hairsnailsskin pills
-[ ]sexy wardrobe
-[ ]hair dye lighter?
-[ ]belly piercing <--scheduled for feb. (;

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I dont think I'm really missing anything else. My eyes are falling asleep. The contacts took me forever to put on, (like 3 hours) and taking them off what a bitch because I have a stye. unfortunately. but I'm not going to wear the contacts until im "fully recovered". Well goodnight? I'll keep ya posted. Yawn. <3
kisses to all. <333

Avatar look, Update? Hangover.

I know i havent been on in forever.
I need to like blog asap.
Bad timingt.
Hangover.
new years .. self explanatory.
but anyways, i happened to see the movie everyone has been telling me to go see, AVATAR. and i did a makeup tutorial on it. I do believe it came out to be phenomenal. BOY let me tell you. ill include a pic. below.
i must go. the toilet calls for me. <3
ill be blogging soon.

kisses to all.

Where are you knuckles?

I am just so fucking depressed.
I doubt I'm going to have the strength or the motivation to do any videos for awhile.

the one thing that mattered to me most, besides my boyfriend, was my dog; knuckles.
Over the last day I've considered the following..

-He ranaway
-Dog pound took him in.
-He'd dead.
-Someone took him for themselves.

What should I do?
I mean, I've been constantly crying, never feeling good.
What a Thanksgiving...Happy thanksgiving.
This year I am not greatful for anything.

The only thing i have been greatful for was having that dog.
but he's gone and I have no idea where he is, and what he is doing, and if he's ok.

Knuckles please be okay. That is all.

Kisses to all. Knuckles come home. I won't stop looking for you. I promise baby.

Heartache & update

I've been slacking.
Bad news and good news.

Well not for you guys, but more for me. Just spilling out my stupid personal life, but let me make a few clarifications.

-I saw New Moon, it is now like my favorite movie in the whole effing world, like I can watch it again and again and again, and I wouldn't get tired. TEAM JAKE-WARD. More Jacob though because the movie was mainly more about it, but anyways.
-I also saw The fourth Kind, it wasn't the best thing in the world, i mean I actually yawned a couple of times. I wasn't really interested.
-CODMW2 is the shit.

Alright, so anyways.
I feel like time is going by fast, but anyways. I feel bad for myself. I've been through so much that I don't even deserve. I mean, it has nothing to do with my family, or my love life. In fact, the family is doing great. We're closer and it's awesome. No more fighting. And, even the boyfriend. He's a great support system, always down to make me laugh and I admire him for that; for caring about me.

But just the social life in general. it's not going so well. I feel like my friendship with a very close friend is about to go down the toilet for no reason over a guy whom i consider to be meaningless, yet she doesn't see that. I mean, why would i care about him when I have a boyfriend of my own to love and be with? I don't know. I have been hearing some vicious rumors though.

I've been having the worst heartaches, like not just emotionally or like mentally, but I can feel it. All day the pains have been growing sharp. It hurts. If at this rate, it keeps on, I'm going to have to check it out.


Alright, enough about my personal life. I promised some youtube videos. I keep saying I'm going to do them and I
never do them. There's a BLACK FRIDAY coming up, and I'm going to be buying. Definitely. I will show you guys a haul video on youtube at least by Sunday max. I haven't done any makeup updates either. I'm going to have to fix that too. :|


Kisses to all. <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Alright, today was my birthday, so let me start on saying happy birthday to me.
so many peopleeeeee, im so surprised.. said happy birthday, even people and teachers i didnt know! I was flabbergasted.

My friends put together a largeeee banner !
OMFG i was definitely surprised <3 thank you once again. :)
I actually got my digital camera, im soooo in love with it.
Thank you aunt!
Me and my aunt cleared things up.
im so much closer to my family. :]

I had such a great birthday.
I didnt have a party but i can honestly say this was the best birthday party ever.
I'm happy. I am. I have the bestest boyfriend, family, and friends.
I am a happy girl, I really am. :]